long time no write something here...i have happy, unhappy this few month. This few month i not really happy. i will leave the company soon ...and May i will go in to my next journey(new job), but i don't know how long i can stand it.... i have no confidence all the time now..from small till now... i never do a thing will full confidence, because of my family ?because my education ? i really hate myself in this... why people can 100% confidence ...how come i only have so little ? why ?? everyone resign also hope can get more salary high position ..i don know how i think... this time i leave n get a salary less than now...
haha.. can't believe ?
haha..myself also can't believe it... but is a good time for me learn, but can learn how much i really don know... not long in the future i think i will leave design this line...why ?
haha.. because i don't think i doing design now... want be a designer is not so easy ..1st thing of the designer i think is confidence .. this few year i
totally understand dream just a dream .. that time why i choose design
course because i have a dream, but now money tell me everything, the confidence people tell me everything.. i tell myself now i not a designer just a machine, every one tell me how to design .. sometime after their word i will feel like, why i need to waste time to go college ?just come out and work let your boss or "designer" to teach you. i really lost .... now i really don't know what i want now... wait n waste my life ? ? ?
hope u all like it n enjoy it ..NIGHTMARE !! last night can't sleep well draw it around 2am some to 3am some !! until the eye pain than sleep !! haha...
Imagine there's no Heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one (by John Lennon - Imagine )
