Saturday, December 30, 2006

私想空间

Happy New Year 2007 to all my friend..my family.. Forgive me if i did something wrong this year ,wish you all the best ..Have a prosperous 2007 year ahead in anything u do. Good Luck & God bless you...

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

私想空间

I work with the “JOB” already 2 month ++, this 2 month my life becomes very pressure n tension. I scare to receive he SMS, EMAIL, CALL, or ask a meeting. I don know why they pick me. But anyway I need to say thank to them also. Because of this 2 month the “JOB” let me know much myself... I know what I can what I can’t do... i have no confidence to work with he n he... in front them I become useless I don know much like he, and he ..They know a lot than me... but I will learn n learn to become like them.....one day... in the coming year should I continues work with them? I always ask myself this... I don know… really don know... I really feel tension n pressure works with him n him...

Some time I my devil mind will ask me quit this “JOB” n return to my dream design world.. now when I start a “JOB” I will worry so many thing .. worry he can’t accept my work ,feel no nice ..n bla bla bla…I almost work every night next morning will feel tried, but I feel happy because I love art n design & life is hard but I happy because I love my life now .art n design how u going to say what is rite what is wrong ..

Maybe I not suitable this offer .. I don’t know how long I can stand it .. 2 month ++ I already feel like this ..is my problem ? or what ..now I know why they tell me can’t work with …